Appreciation is always a problem.

It took me a year to finally say yes, to someone who will never take me as a long term story. 

Apparently the reason for the attraction was my friendliness and smile. I don't know this fact anymore; it never came into place after the first month. Or maybe I'm no longer attractive.

Clearly, again, I am not being appreciated. Or in order to achieve attention is when one is no longer in this world. Why cant people learn how to appreciate what's now? Don't regret for not being there when one needed you to be, only to be there for one's wake.