Because you lied

You deserve to be alone forever. You don't deserve to be in a relationship. Even if you do, you ought to suffer bad endings just because you deserve the shit you did to people. Bloody lying sack of shit. 

I don't see a point for you to go to church every weekend because all you do is lie to your God. May your God punish you severely in life that you can never ever achieve anything in life.

Piece of shit.

Unclear state of mind

It has been 3 hours since and I'm still at it haha - not sure what went into my head but.... I guess being in an unclear state is better than knowing it all. I truly wish I can be in a state that I know nothing at all - for real

Drunk at 7pm

It's 7pm and I'm drunk - tried not to by drinking water but I guess it's not working. Apart from the fact that I can type straight, I'm still haunted by that shif. On a bright side, I'm beginning to open up. :)

Jerks should be cursed with never to reproduce ever again

Quiet nights are evil. In a good way, it is a good time to be with self - however that also means having heaps of unwanted thoughts. 

As much as I do not want to think of it - it never got off my head. Never. 

I have been finding excuses to say I have already but I never did. I'm still angry. Given a chance I would want to punch him right in the crotch so he'll never be able to reproduce. No point having jackasses in the world - enough. 

Thoughts of the night

Every second counts - but not for everyone. 

People always say forgive and forget and that time will heal - why not just not exclude this chapter of life to begin with?

If there was a second that was even true... But nope. Every second wasted, and it lasted till today. Contradicting much? I know. 

I just can't help it. If only I can help myself. 

The new place

So this is just a place for me to rant. Just to release whatever I need to. As to who I am, there's no need for anybody to know.